"PATIENCE"

Patience is not something that we are born with, but rather learn to develop. In fact, if you stop and think about it the act of birth teaches us anything but patience. From the time of birth we are struggling to get out as quickly as possible, and for most people things don't change that much as we grow.

Very young children want merely to be a big boy' or a big girl', while adolescents want to be teenagers, and teenagers long to be adults. Once adulthood is reached, most just want to stop time and retain the youth they now see quickly slipping away. For most, there is no longer a desire to grow older, but to grow younger, as is experienced by what we call a mid-life crisis.

The point is, we are always in a hurry to get somewhere we are not, and when we reach that point we run even quicker to grab hold of another goal, and rush in that direction. We have all lost many enjoyable experiences merely because we cannot learn to enjoy where we are at the moment. If we could learn that, and use it in our everyday lives, think of the change it would make in our perceptions. There would be no need to even speak of patience, because there would be no hurry or rush for anything, merely enjoyment of each moment.

However, if this were a perfect world (which it is not), and we were perfect beings, that is how things would be. Since this is not a perfect world, and there are few of us that even remotely enjoy each and every moment of our lives, we will now talk about patience, or the lack thereof, which we call impatience.

Patience is felt on all three planes, as are all the other emotions. We become impatient on the physical plane because we desire material possessions, now. We have become the right now' society that requires instant gratification. I think that this has something to do with our technology today. People no longer take a horse, but travel in cars. When traveling people fly and get places that were unattainable 100 years ago. What took Columbus, Magellan and Ponce De Leon months and years to reach can now be reached in a matter of hours. Even the mail has reached unbelievable speeds with computers and e-mail. I can send a message around the world in a matter of seconds, rather than days.

It only follows suit then that our mental patience would be at an all time low. With all of the advances in technology, in the computer field alone, all of us are striving to keep up on a daily basis. Just when you think you have a handle on it, you find that your knowledge is obsolete and yesterday's news. Things we had to research for days, weeks, months are now at the touch of a fingertip. Encyclopedias which were only bought by the wealthy, are now for everyone with easy affordable access to the Internet. Knowledge is at an all time high, and it is available to anyone with a desire for access.

Spiritually, people are searching more now and being more open minded then ever before. There is no longer a desire for all people to believe in one way or one religion, but acceptance and tolerance is being preached in all religions. I remember a time growing up when all religions felt that they were the way to the truth and great rewards, with each feeling that they were the ONLY way. This has changed, as people have changed, and accepted different perceptions.

You might ask where all this is leading. Well, we have covered all three planes above, and shown some of the reasons on each that the general population has a lack of patience. In days gone by people either had patience, or lived in total frustration all the time. You have heard that ignorance is bliss', well we are no longer an ignorant society, if for no other reason than the total media saturation. Even if some of the information is incorrect, we all at least have an idea of what is going on in the rest of the world at all times. There are numerous ways to discover this, and by watching, listening, and reading various perceptions we get a general idea of news around the world. Now you ask; what does this have to do with patience? Everything, is my answer. The mind is like a computer; the more we know the more questions we have, the more impatient we are for the answers, and the quicker we want change to occur.

Most of this is an illusion, in that just knowing what is going on does not mean that we can change it. We can only change ourselves, as always. Even reading about the news tends to make us impatient. We read things that have totally obvious solutions, and yet nothing seems to be done toward solving the problems. Sometimes it seems as if people in power only talk about problems and placing blame, rather than solving them. This makes for a generally impatient society, which leads to an overall impatience being accepted worldwide.

Every commercial you see on television, read in the paper, or hear on the radio; in some way tries to promise instant gratification, because they know that is what the masses want. Diets are the clearest culprits in these campaigns, but are just the tip of the iceberg. How many people have bought diet books, plans, videos, or joined groups' because they have been promised instantaneous results. The truth is that it took time to put the weight on, and it will take time to take it off. There is no instant miracle drug that is going to take off weight without proper diet and exercise. This is the bottom line, and yet people succumb day after day, week after week, month after month and year after year to these phony promised results, usually only to gain all the weight back the moment they realize that the promised miracle' cure is really only hard work and proper diet.

The same goes for clothes, cars, and any other material possessions which are advertised. You don't hear advertisers saying, take your time, make a decision after you have thought about it;' I don't think so.... The reason I am laying this groundwork is to let you know what you are susceptible to each day of your life. These things all add to people being impatient. Most of the time it isn't even really a hurry to get somewhere, as much as it is to get away from something else. While we are diving headlong into the things we want, and looking for ways to obtain them, we aren't looking at what is going on in our lives. We aren't facing problems, or working through old garbage that needs to be dealt with. Many people spend a majority of their lives running from themselves or chasing themselves in circles.

Let's really take a look at the way patience can help, and impatience can hinder, on those three separate planes. I will start with spirituality. This seems to be the plane where people have the least amount of patience.

For some reason, we all have no problem with understanding that it takes about 13 years of our lives to get a high school education (some more, some less, but on an average 13). Even after we have attained a high school education most of us are not prepared to go out in the real world and get a job. Therefore, it is perfectly normal, and expected, that most people will want to go on to college. The first two years of college is spent getting a general education, with very little specialization involved. After this another two years is spent studying for your profession, and then after four years you get your first degree. Now, many people go on for their next degree. This is perfectly normal, and totally accepted by our society. After this, often people go on to get an advanced degree which may take another 2-4 years more, depending on the field.

You might ask, what I am getting at by laying out a very obvious groundwork that we have all been exposed to most of our lives? Well, my question is; if we all totally accept and acknowledge that it takes at least 13 years to get a minimum education, and usually another four, at least, to get a decent education, with 2-6 more added for an advanced degree of mental knowledge, why do we all expect our spiritual learning to be done within a matter of hours, days and weeks (better not push it and go into months)? You might say, that is a totally ridiculous expectation. I agree, but true none the less.

I cannot tell you how many people have worked on their spirituality, and after trying to meditate a couple of times, maybe even shooting for a week, come back and say they just can't do it. When I explain to them that it takes time, and practice, most are discouraged and unwilling to put more effort into it.

Am I missing something here? We are willing to learn about dangling participles, but unwilling to spend five minutes a day clearing our minds? What I hear in return is "I will try". There is no such thing as try. You either do it or you don't. There is such a thing as practicing until you are able to accomplish your goal, but this has totally different connotations then the word try' and implies a commitment to achieving the set goal.

You might say that this has no place in the patience chapter, but that is just where it belongs. The reason people give up is not because they don't give it a try', but because they don't have the patience to keep practicing. It takes hard work and commitment, just like that education did. No one just handed you a diploma because you tried'. You either passed the courses, or you didn't. Have you ever seen a diploma with the grade tried' on it? I don't think so...

Now the question; why do we think that spirituality should come more easily and quickly then a mental education? Could it be because we hadn't given it much thought before, but now that we think about it we decide that it shouldn't be that difficult. After all, we are all spirits inhabiting bodies; we were spirits first so being spiritual should be easy, right?; bzzzzzz wrong answer. We have spent our entire lives, from the time we came out of the womb forgetting how to be spiritual and learning how to be physical. The first year is spent learning everything we can about our new environment, and that is only the beginning.

It isn't just school, a lot of learning goes into life before we ever walk through the doors of a school room at the age of five. By the time we have entered that classroom environment we have learned how to eat, drink, measure time, colors, walk, talk, relate to our families, and even have an idea of how to make friends. The list goes on and on. It has been intense study, whether we realized it or not. The learning never stopped, as our minds were like sponges and absorbed everything our five senses gave it. There was one thing that was not encouraged during that time for most of us, and that is the use and development of the sixth sense.

Even for those of us who knew there was more, and tried to tell our parents, most of the time it was ignored by the parents or thought to be the imagination of the child. Without encouragement the things that came so naturally were not developed and lay dormant. Now we come into adulthood, realize somewhere along the way we missed the boat, because all that education cannot make you happy, or give you peace of mind. We start to look for what is missing, and find this whole part of us that has laid dormant for so long, just waiting to be used and developed. However, we are adults now and expect the usage of these skills to have grown as fast as our mental aptitude has because we have already put in the years of study. The problem is that the years of study that were put in had nothing to do with the spiritual, but related only to the physical.

Most people don't want to accept that they are virtually starting over from scratch to learn things they should have learned as children. There is no one to blame, which is the first thing to understand. Blame is useless and a waste of time, unless it serves a purpose. Fixing the situation, and if that means realizing that while you may have a doctorate degree in English, it does not mean that you know how to control your emotions, or that you have dealt with the excess baggage in your life. It also does not give you a degree in spirituality or meditation. This can be a very humbling experience, but sometimes we need that to understand just how little we really know.

Learn patience. This is not going to come overnight, unless you are willing to lock yourself in a room and do nothing but study and meditate for the next year waiting for enlightenment. Perhaps it could be done in a year of intense study, depending on how devoted one is. However, to be more realistic, it takes time to learn these things. Take one step at a time, the next step will be revealed to you as you accomplish the step before. The reward of patience is the success of reaching your goal. Always remember, when you are the most impatient it is usually because the answer is right around the next corner. Stop now and you will never know that answer, and will probably have to start further back and work your way forward, because you have put a new obstacle in your way.

A person can learn as fast, or slow as they want. Without patience the learning process can be slowed considerably, and even halted. Give yourself time, and the understanding, you would give another. Don't TRY just keep practicing until you are able to accomplish what you have set as a goal. Do not compare your progress to that of others. It matters not in the long run where someone is on the path, only where you are. Wherever I am has no bearing on your life, only on my life. When you learn to have patience with your own inabilities and shortcomings, you will also learn to have patience with others. It enables us to be tolerant of the beliefs of others, even if we don't agree with them. By accepting someone's beliefs, does not mean that we take them as our own, only that we understand what they are saying and understand that it is what they believe. It also does not invalidate our own beliefs.

There are people who cannot understand this. I have had many people tell me that I was not listening to what they were saying or understanding their beliefs, because surely if I was I would have to agree.

Some people are driven crazy if all don't agree and validate what they believe in. I question whether the people who feel this way are truly secure in their beliefs. One who is secure in their belief realizes that belief is something that cannot be taken away from you, only something that you give up for one reason or another. Someone could kill you physically, but still be unable to touch your belief system, which you would take with you even into physical death.

I have said all of this to emphasize how important it is to have the patience, and commitment, to work on your spiritual growth. If you are not growing you are stagnating. The only way to grow is to spend time studying, seeking truth, and practicing the things you need in order to advance on the path.

We have spoken of the patience it takes with ourselves concerning our growth, but now I would like to take a moment to explore the patience we need to have with others concerning spirituality. In the end we are all going to the same place, but how we get there, and by what vehicle we travel, makes each of us unique and special beings. We each have our own special perceptions of life, and no two people view life exactly the same way. Understanding that no one's beliefs but our own matter, as far as our trip down the path, should help us have patience and tolerance for others walking that same road. It matters not where on the road one is, we each are seeking the same thing; enlightenment.

I have heard many say there is only one truth' and to this I would agree. However, I believe that there is one truth for each individual, and your truth may not be my truth. For example, I am a vegetarian. I have not always been so, but came upon this part of the path almost two years ago. It is right for me, and was right at the time I set foot on this section of the path. Does that mean that I believe that people who eat meat are wrong' or not walking in the light? Absolutely not. What it means is that it is right for me at this time in my growth. I have no right to say it is what all must do, because each person has to come upon their own truth. Whether or not you eat meat has no bearing on my path, or my growth down the road. Does this make my being a vegetarian of no consequence and unimportant, absolutely not? To me it is important, so for me it is my truth, and the right thing for me to do. Does this make your truth any less important for you, or do I judge you for not adopting my truth?; absolutely not.

It does not make it any less truth for me, but makes it no more truth for you. The reason I have gone down this avenue with patience is because we seem to lack patience with others, as much as we lack it with ourselves, when it comes to spirituality. It seems that we each have a problem listening to the words of others without trying to convert them to our own beliefs. If they will not heed our words then we argue, and whether realizing it or not diminish our beliefs by trying to push them on to others.

Whether you believe the words I write and take them to heart is up to you. It does not make them any more true, or any less true. If they are for you then, you will embrace them and realize that. If they are not for you, they will have no meaning and you will merely glide through them without thoughts one way or another. If the words are striking a chord within, you might even become angry and want to throw the paper down and not read any further (I will hope you have downloaded them and are not throwing your computer screen on the floor...).

The point is, that we need to have patience with others where ever they are on the path and give them the space they need. Listen to the words of others, and have patience with them, and where they are. Don't try to convert' them to your way of thinking, which doesn't mean you can't explain where you are. Just be willing to listen to where they are, without judging them or telling' them how wrong they are.

Learning patience does not mean that we give up on a goal, or shift to an easier one that is more quickly attainable. Patience assures us that we will reach our goal, but perhaps not in the time frame we have laid out for ourselves. When we learn patience, we also learn many valuable lessons along the path to our goal that we otherwise would not have learned. I am sure that we have all heard the phrase "stop and smell the roses". In a way this is a big part of patience, learning to do just that. In the process we will find out things we otherwise would have skipped over. Learning patience means that we recognize the fact that there truly are no quick fixes. Everything happens for a purpose, and if we stop long enough to find out what that purpose is, it will enhance our path and prepare us for the next lesson.

Let's take the next plane of existence, the mental, and talk about what patience means there. Our society is not happy with pushing the adults any longer, now we are passing this impatience along to our children at earlier and earlier ages. We have entered the yuppy generation, and as such the children have suffered the most. There is no time to have patience with their lives and problems, because there is no time for patience with our own.

Everything is being hired done. When this happens time' becomes a big issue. No one wants to pay for anything less than speedy and positive results. The results don't have to be fantastic, but they have to be speedy in coming. As a result, those that we hire to take care of our children might have a short supply of patience because of the demand for speed and efficiency. Beware of this, and remember it is more important to have a patient person teaching your child and nurturing them, then it is to have an Einstein.

As a result of this yuppies phenomenon putting children in pre-school has become as much a status symbol as buying an expensive car. Many people put their children on a waiting list before the child is even born. You say, well is this so wrong, the parent only wants what is best for the child. Do they?, or do they want what looks best for them? Children are being pushed younger and younger to learn and achieve. Do we really think this is healthy for the child? Is it healthy for the parent? The child is going to learn one way or another, but the way they learn and the emphasis and pressure put on them to learn will last a lifetime. So what if the child reads faster, does math faster and even gets through school faster? Does this truly prepare them for the real world? What is being done to prepare children emotionally? Do we care about their emotional well being?

Many are already sending small children into therapy. Is therapy a substitute for parental love, nurturing and patience? Whether Johnny can build a better mousetrap by the time he is 10 is not nearly as important as making sure he is not the sniper on the rooftop of the economics building at 17. Look at the root of this, and you will find impatience married to a life of emotional neglect. We all realize that no matter how much we screw up as parents our child is going to learn to walk, talk, and do all the things that other children do. The time frame is what becomes an issue. What motivates us to want to change a time frame that has been handed down for generations, impatience and wanting our child to be special'. Just because our child might learn faster does not make him smarter, or necessarily in a better position to cope with life.

Some argue that children make their own decisions, and if it is too much they will stop themselves. I can tell you right now that children will do anything to please their parents and make them proud' of them. There are many unhappy adults today in careers that were chosen for them by their parents for this very reason.

I am talking about this because I believe that deep down each of us wants what is best for our children. I don't believe that what the parent feels is best for the child/adult is necessarily what the son/daughter want in their own life. Since the ultimate desire of a parent is to have a happy, well adjusted adult son/daughter who are at peace with themselves, then having patience and listening should be our key attributes to raising children.

Once again, I would like to point out that a person's intelligence is only important to that person. If you think that people admire you for your brains', then you need to take your mental acuity and apply it to the psyche of others. People rarely are happy' for someone more intelligent then they are, but there are definite emotions involved. How you bring out those reactions' from others depends on how bright you truly are about listening to others, and understanding what they are feeling.

I have always been a smart' person, in that learning and understanding have never been a problem for me. However, I understand the pain and frustration for those that have problems in this area. At a young age I started tutoring other children who had learning disabilities, and learned first hand their pain and frustration. I believe that if a person is truly intelligent they will fit into whatever surroundings they are thrown into. For instance if I am at a dinner party filled with professional intelligent people, then I will speak the language they are accustomed to. If I am talking with street people, I will speak the language they are accustomed to. If I am going to a hockey game, I will speak the language they are accustomed to, etc. This does not mean that I will cuss like a drunken sailor (only a phrase, it is not to intimate that I think all sailors are drunks or cuss). However, it does mean that I will not speak down to anyone, or try to impress anyone with my knowledge of the English language. It also means that I will have patience with those who have trouble communicating, not correct them, nor try to finish their sentences for them, and especially not put words in their mouths. It means that I will have the patience to listen, and understand, what they are saying from their perspective, rather than my own.

The best example I can think of for this comes from, as usual, experience. My husband is a very intelligent person with the IQ of a genius (golly, guess that makes him special'...hmmmm...NOT). When I met my husband I noticed that he was using what one would call the ten' dollar words, throwing them out just to see if any stuck, so to speak. I ignored this, and threw the words right back. Once he realized that I understood, and spoke the language, he calmed down and quit trying to impress me. His uncle caught up with me at a family picnic and said that he would like to personally thank me. I asked him what he was thanking me for. He said that for years no one in the family had been able to understand anything that my husband was talking about, but since he met me he was speaking English down to earth' so that the family could understand him. I laughed at this, but he had made a good point.

There were many reasons for this behavior. Some, the more obvious, were ego, but more important I think was a lack of being understood. When he found someone who understood him and was able to speak' his language, he also began to understand how important it was to make others understand you. It takes patience to deal with others who are starting out, even on the mental journey. I believe, unless physically impaired, that all people are capable of learning. Some people learn at different rates. To some it is easy and comes naturally, to others it is much harder and has to be fought for every step of the way. However, it is when people give up, and feel that they have learned all that they need to, want to, or are capable of, that the learning process stops, on all three planes.

The thing that can get us over the humps, and keep us learning is patience, with ourselves and with others. Instead of being jealous of someone who is intelligent, know that you can be just as intelligent if you work at it. I believe that there must be balance on all three planes. Therefore, everyday I do mental exercises the same way most people do physical exercises. The first step to learning is understanding that you are the only obstacle in the way of your progress. The second step is to learn patience, understanding that time is an illusion, and there is no such thing as try', only practice until you get it right.

Patience on this plane is very important, as you can see. The patience needs to be applied to your everyday life. You will run across people more or less advanced than yourself, and patience on both sides of the issue is very important. The people you work with, the people who have service oriented jobs, such as customer service, repair, food service, auto repair, and the list goes on and on. If you intimidate someone, or try to make them feel inferior, it does not elevate your own standing, and will cause you much difficulty as far as the end results go. However, if you have patience and treat each person as you would want to be treated, then the results will be different and getting there will be much more pleasant.

When you are thrown into a new situation evaluate it. See where the person you are dealing with is coming from and then go there. Deal with them on their level without making them feel that you are lowering your standards, because you are not. Understand that impressing them with your mental acuity is not really impressing them, but rather confusing them and making them feel frustrated and angry.

Impatience on the mental plane comes most quickly when you are frustrated. It is in reality a Catch 22 situation. You become frustrated and impatient, but in order to overcome this one needs to go back to being patient. When we are being patient there is no room for frustration because we are able to understand that all things can be solved, it is only a matter of time, which comes back to patience. For every problem there is a solution, but the solution is much harder to come by if we are impatient.

Let's take a look at the physical plane for a moment and see what good patience can do for us there. We, unfortunately, have been coined' as an instant gratification' society. This simply means that people are not willing to wait for things, but want them instantly.

As far as the material realities; this means that instead of saving up for that item you wanted, we all merely whip out a credit card and get it now'. We lose a lot this way, because the building anticipation and feeling of accomplishment once reaching our goal has been replaced by a monthly payment (with interest). I am not saying using credit cards are negative, I use enough of them myself, but I am saying that it is partly responsible for us becoming this instant gratification' society.

Physically we have always had at least one part of our anatomy that we would like to have changed. Now those changes are possible and encouraged. If we don't like our nose, the surgeon (for a price) can give us a new one. I am not saying that we should meditate or pray for a new nose, but I am saying that it has stopped us from accepting ourselves for who we are. Instead of getting beyond the physical looks' (which will fade no matter who you are or how much money you spend) and working on the inner person, people are clamoring to change their physical appearance.

The knife is not the only way to do this. There are creams, contraptions to make our skin tighter, vacuums to suck out fat, health clubs, diets, exercise equipment, videos, and numerous other gadgets' marketed just for the purpose of improving our physical appearance. I could be wrong (have been before), but I feel that if the time and money that was spent on improving our outer layer was applied to the inner person there would be no need to fix up' the body, because that is not what we would be seeing.

People have very little patience with their bodies. It may have taken them years to get into the shape their body is in, but they want it changed instantly. The experts tell us that the only way to change our weight is by eating a low-fat sensible diet and exercising. This, however, is not the advice that sells', nor is it what we want to hear. There is no patience on the part of the individual, and they do not want to wait for results.

As a result of this lack of patience, there are people running around trying every new diet, exercise machine and scientific breakthrough', in an attempt to have the body that society has told us is ideal'. What are the results of all this money, time and energy spent. Well, sometimes depending on how much weight the person has to lose, there is an instant difference. However, this change does not last and statistics show that most people who lose weight this way gain it all back plus more poundage.

Let's look at what this does to us emotionally. People who feel inferior and don't accept themselves generally tend to eat more for comfort. I am not coming to this without personal experience. I am an obese person (just means I am very fat). I have accepted myself for who I am. I love my body and every ounce of fat, as it is part of me. I do not care what others think about my fat. I am not ashamed of my fat, nor do I use it as a crutch to get sympathy. I am a whole person and as such have been accepted by most people. There are always going to be those who are ignorant, insecure and enjoy ridiculing and taunting fat people. However, these are the same people generally who have many other prejudices concerning physical appearance. Prejudice is one of those things that we have all experienced to one degree or another. It does not stop with the color of the skin, it only starts there and works its way down. I have been dealing with those who are prejudiced against fat for years. I have come to the realization that another word for prejudice is; insecurity and ignorance. Bearing those things in mind it is easy to have patience and deal with people who are rude and insensitive.

Having patience with the actions of others cannot come until we learn to have patience with ourselves. It is like all other things. What do we have to compare it to. We are our own measuring stick. As much as I love myself is as much capacity for love that I am capable of.

Once we learn to have patience we slow ourselves down; spiritually, mentally and physically. This gives us time to think and act rather than react. You might think that this slows down the processes, but in reality it speeds things up. Rather than grabbing the first solution that comes along we give ourselves time to weigh all the pros and cons and pick the best solution. Once we pick the best solution, the problem is solved and we won't have to keep going back to find solutions for other problems that arose from our first bad' decision.

When we learn this patience with ourselves we will then automatically start applying it to others. Not only will this work with people, but with situations. In work you will be looked at as the calm person with good logical advice that all can come and talk to freely. At home you will become the peace maker and the one that is in touch' with yourself and relationships. Imagine how you would feel if all the people you had dealings with were calm, listened to everything you said and before jumping in weighed what they were going to say? The words coming out of their mouths would be those of wisdom and encouragement with solutions to problems rather than blame, innuendo and ignorance.

You can affect this change in your life. You cannot, once again, change others. However, when you change you attitude toward others and present a patient and calm persona people will react' to this in a much more positive way. Therefore, you have affected more of a change than you can imagine. You may not see the results today or tomorrow, but with patience you will see the overall affects forever.


HOMEWORK;


For one week talk to different people about spirituality. Instead of jumping in with your thoughts, ideas and beliefs, listen to theirs. Listen with patience and understanding. Give them the right to their beliefs, realizing that it does not invalidate yours. Be open minded and tolerant of their views, without being critical or opinionated.

For one week be patient with those who are not on the same wave length you are on. In other words if you have someone at your work or in a relationship whose lack of mental acuity drives you crazy, become patient with this person. If you have to explain things once or a hundred times, do it with kindness and patience. Try to look for other means of communication to help this person understand what you are saying. Don't talk down to them or patronize them, but reach to where they are and explain things in a way that they will understand. This may take some thought on your part and even some research into the best way to deal with them. Understand that it takes more mental acuity to know how to deal with people and help them to understand us, then it does to dismiss them and ridicule their lack of understanding.

For one week have patience with the physical appearance of others. Do not make disparaging comments to yourself or others about the outward appearance of those you see. Learn to be happy with your appearance. If buying yourself a new outfit will make you feel better do that, but don't start anything that will take a physical change, such as exercise and diet. Look in the mirror everyday and learn to love and accept your body for what it is. Don't be afraid to love your fat, it is part of you. Love whatever part of you that you presently don't like. Look specifically at this part everyday in the mirror and tell yourself that you love your nose, eyes, mouth, fat, cellulite or whatever it is that you now find repulsive.

Write down your feelings and experiences from each of these exercises in your journal. By the way if you have any interesting stories that happen and you would like to share them, e-mail them to me.